Hi, I'm Ni! I talk too much... If you can keep up with me I'm sure we'll get along just fine!
magicalsparklemuffin is my sister~
Be warned: I do NOT tag everything and sometimes I post stuff that is NSFW. (But I usually do add a NSFW tag!)
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
Okay what the fuck I heard my neighbor laugh evilly from outside.
I still really want Saints Row: The Third. It’s on sale for 17 dollars and I can’t even afford it wow I’m broke
I thought I was feeling better, but no, I’m actually still sad. I hate my mind.
Okay so I watched some Sengoku BASARA yesterday and today
I finished episode 10 of season 1.
I don’t want to watch anymore yet because it doesn’t feel right if I don’t have it on REALLY LOUD during the evening with ALL THE WINDOWS OPEN because I DON’T CARE IF MY NEIGHBORS HEAR IT
lackingladymeredy replied to your post: lackingladymeredy replied to your post:…
Yeah. I understand, I find a lot of us on here are that way. I can’t tell you to change or anything, because that would be wrong. Only that management is key. But, I don’t totally understand your situation so I’m poking in where I don’t belong.
It’s okay.
I guess I just really need a lot of help. That’s what I’m seeing the psychiatrist and therapist for.
yuuki-bozu replied to your post: yuuki-bozu replied to your post: People hate Ni…
Hm, well Im glad youre being open about it. Holding those feelings inside is definitely bad, and opening up the idea for discussion is definitely admirable.
I don’t think I can really keep feelings inside. If I do I feel physical pain or pressure on my chest. It’s not healthy at all.
Saturation Saturday: Featuring Blot #124
Instructions: Tell me what you see.
-Enjoy
…Shrek
a samurai
A frog
lackingladymeredy replied to your post: lackingladymeredy replied to your post: yuuki-bozu…
Well, I don’t intend to come off as rude or anything, but that’s an issue. Friends may not always want to be surrounded by you or talk to you, they may sometimes need their space and relationships become difficult without time to reflect alone.
Yes. I know that’s true.
I suppose on top of the anxiety I’m really insecure. I constantly need to be reminded of things that I should always know.
lackingladymeredy replied to your post: yuuki-bozu replied to your post: People hate Ni…
It’s not always that simple, they may have a reason for telling you, they may think it’s not an issue big enough to worry you over and they just need time to themselves.
Well… okay.
It’s just that one of my greatest fears is losing my friends. I don’t want to be the one who messes things up by doing something stupid. When people start to become distant or come off as not wanting to speak with me, I worry a lot. I worry that I did something wrong.
yuuki-bozu replied to your post: People hate Ni for unknown reasons 2k12
WHAT WHOA WHERE DID THIS COME FROM
I’m kind of getting bad vibes from some of my friends. I just want to let people know that if they have a problem with me, they should tell me…
If you have a problem with me… tell me? Maybe I’ll get a little upset but at least then it’s fixable.